I did not know what to do. That threw me. I couldn’t bring myself to look. That surprised me. Why couldn’t I look? I had no idea what I would feel when I did and that freaked me out. I did a runner. It’s not the first time. I’m just so disappointed in myself. What is wrong with me?
Part of me wanted to face it. I think I like the idea of it but not the reality. I cannot handle reality. It all looks so much better in my head. But I can’t live there anymore.
I failed.
Damn
1 comment:
Don't really know what to say. Be brave - I was brave and it made me feel good. But it wasn't really a big thing - just make a promise to yourself that you will be brave next time. Hope you had a good time anyway - you looked like you did.
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